Boy O boy! I don't know what got into my head to want to have a blog. It's a huge commitment that I think one shouldn't be commited if one is not: 1) seek fame; 2)rearrrrllly have something to tell to the world (like somebody would care to listen!); 3) earn extra bucks from google adsense to buy a macbook pro of the sort.

None of the above reasons applied. Why am I doing this to myself then?

I haven't quite figured that out yet. Perhaps it comes a time that I want to start writing again! I meant *serious* writing, write like Hemingway, like Milan Kundera, like V.S Napual, like Eileen Chang, like Yu Hua & Wang Anyi, not like the email I write daily to clients, friends and strangers in the list to seek help. I know I know, look at my writing, it's hard to convince anyone but my old schoolmates, that I used to be very good at telling story in written form. In Chinese of course. I chased the writer's dream for a decade, then it came to a point for realization that, I DO NOT have talent at all.

To be continued...